I want to say sorry to a special person that I hurt in my last Journal entry. I was in a deep depression because I felt that I had lost a special someone forever. I could only think of her and only her. I felt that the world as I know it was against me. But in the last three months I've been trying to get closer to God. So I am not depress as much as I was because the Lord is with me and I prey. So to that special someone, I would never do anything in my life to hurt you. I just can’t find it in my heart to do so. And to the man that is with you I envy him to know beauty and to keep it, is an achivement that I couldn't reach. So I ask you to please forgive me.